When Peter started to be affectionate with me, I pushed him away. But when I heard that some other guys were “taxing” him (charging him some of his commissary to live in the unit), my guard went up. I found the boy adorable, and did want to spend time with him. I was introduced to Peter by my friend Chancey, who’d always get himself involved in other people’s drama. Nevertheless, people still considered him a “chomo.” Peter was a young guy who was said to have been charged with a number of crimes he wasn’t ultimately convicted of, including having sex with an underaged boy. But I’d always say, “Sorry, not my problem.” I became almost mean about it. A few were actually honest about wanting to hang out with me for protection. The guys still approached me, one after the next: some to “just be friends,” others claiming they wanted more. I was devastated when I saw him kissing someone else in the gym bathroom.Īfter that, I almost totally withdrew. But I tired of being used, and wanted real companionship, so I eventually started hanging out with just one cute little guy who seemed to have genuine affection for me. At one point I was the “boyfriend” of six different people at the same time.
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